i will see you soon -*a word is scratched out*- you where the only one i loved … hmm?

I can hear her in my dreams… i cant escape them… one moring when i woke up… i saw her… i could not think of anything to say… all i could say was her name… i reached to touch her hair… she vanished… i dont think i can take this anymore… I am ont the…

I will never see her again… never… but there is one way… i have to kill my brother… i cant bring myself to doing so to see one person.. I love her… *a couple tears are on the page* i am to weak to continue… I miss her to much… i have been here in…

I miss her… i cant show it… i cant tell anyone… :: i am deaply saddend… i wish i could see her again… but… i have to kill my brothers first… i… love her… i dont know what i am going to do *a couple of tears are on the page* :: if only i…

I love her… but it is getting harder to see her because of zatazen… i dont think she loves me though… i would like to know but… i think it would be odd to ask her if she loved me or not… i guese i sould get over it or ask … if i get…

*As you look at the pages the symbols seam to come off the pages and crawl on your arms then a voice rings out “You fool you should not open books that you dont know where they came from” You become temporaraly blind you gain your sight back after a few minutes and drop the…

*As you flip through the pages of the book you look at odd symbols an evil presence surounds you as you look at them you instantly drop the book*