I will never see her again… never… but there is one way… i have to kill my brother… i cant bring myself to doing so to see one person.. I love her… *a couple tears are on the page* i am to weak to continue… I miss her to much… i have been here in aegis to long… I love her… :: *most of the pages are scribbled on the last page has something* only if i can see you again… just one more time… i miss you kendra… why couldnt i say bye to you… why… aegis has taken the one i love away frm me… *the rest is un-readable and tear drops cover the page smudging what ever is left*