Figured to start one of these since “Kitty” is asleep, she can no longer see what is going on, nor hear the words that people speak.. It terrifies me about how empty it now feels in here. I always wanted it to be like this until I got to know her, how delicate and innocent she is even though she very well knew what I did, she still loved me. I can’t grasp the pain she feels right now, even though I am fully aware of what is happening. Though my ever longed love for her is the same as she loves the damnable gypsy, I can’t help it.. To feel sorry. When she finally slipped away, I could still feel the urge to freeze my attacks against the vulnerable cursed dark-elf. Why?… I just wanted to help you..