I can hear her in my dreams… i cant escape them… one moring when i woke up… i saw her… i could not think of anything to say… all i could say was her name… i reached to touch her hair… she vanished… i dont think i can take this anymore… I am ont the brink of losing my self… the next day i couldnt do anything… i missed her so much i was… crying… I am losing the will to find her… she is so close… but to far to where i cant see her… hre voice is all that keeps me just afloat… just to where i can continue… I am losing her… *a few tears are on the pages* i cant take hearing her… but not seeing her… i need to keep fighting… fighting to see her again… please… give me a sign your out the re atleast an image… i want to see you again kendra… that is all i want… all i want is to see you again…