I miss her… i cant show it… i cant tell anyone… :: i am deaply saddend… i wish i could see her again… but… i have to kill my brothers first… i… love her… i dont know what i am going to do *a couple of tears are on the page* :: if only i could see her one more time… *the rest of the pages are torn out* :: *there are a few words on the back of the back cover*