We killed many today. Many of those smelly, greenskins. I have no memory of it, but I was told of it by on of the others. :: I have been sitting in the Nether, listening to the Ghasts scream. This is my life, and I am not sure if it is what I thought it…

Aegis hates me. I cannot bear to live in this world any longer.. there is nothing for me.

I found something to keep me going, for now. Guraim told me that Lotheriel is Bell’s daughter.. this could help change me. :: I confronted her, and she would not believe me. We talked about much.. and my thoughts of killing that Sage have changed. I wish this to end my suffering.. but how?

This may be my final Journal. I am going to ask Lotheriel if she knows what I can do. :: :: I must confront the Sage, Arcadius. He may be able to end me.. and take me out of this world. :: :: … I am heading off to the FOA base.. with no return.…

.. Don’t you wonder? Wonder how.. when it happened to each of us? :: We all wake up, in that one spot, in that hallway of the temple? How did we get there? I met a man, long ago who knew. He understood. :: He told me his story, from before he was here.. in…

We wear the mask that grins and lies, :: It hides our cheeks and and shades our eyes, :: This debt we pay to human guile; :: With torn and bleeding hearts we smile, :: And mouth with myraid subtleties. :: :: Why should the world be over-wise, :: In counting our tears and sighs?…

Hemp doesn’t like me. ‘Cause I killed him. HAR! HAR! HAR! I don’t like Hemp. Or most people. HAR!

I thank ye for taking your time to read this.

Thank ye for taking your time to read this. I would bow down to ye if we were in person. I do not wish to become an enemy of you, and Iblees himself, but a follower of the highest degree. I was there, and then I was removed from my slavery. (( Something about too…

Thank you for taking your time to read this. I would bow to ye if we were in person. I would have come in person, but I do not want to upset you by tresspassing. :: I would like to join back, as a slave again, and be a true follower. I was kicked out…