i have been thinking for a long time now… i have come to a desicion… by the time you are reading this ill be long dead… i know this is a harsh decision… but i haven’t found love… my best friend is dead… so what’s the point!? if you try to find my body you’ll have no luck… i will kill my self by fire and crmation… i can’t even spell right… so good bye cruel world… good bye forever…