-I have not been able to keep up with my thoughts so i have created this journal….it is for me onl y but if you take a look only talk of what is in it with me and me only -I have joined storms army as a Rec.,its a job…….. -Today i have meet the most beautiful girl her name is Rhise! -I have been talking to Rhise alot she seems really nice -well my dreams are crushed……she is getting married…i will keep trying though -it has been a long time since i saw her,she got some help from a girl human and a dwarf – the human seems nice but i do not know about the dwarf…he is a little “kill now ask questions la ter” person -She is pregnant!Rhise is pregnant! she was raped…….I swear i will tare the mans soul out of his body if i have to! -i took her to the druids after i took her to other people i no longer trust.she will be safe there. …i cant stand that mad man getting to her -i have started to grow really fond of her i…..i just cant help myself -i have been spending alot of time with Rhise….i dont know how she feels about me though she seems to care but not like the way i care for her -He found her! i know only one safe place she is to close to haveing the baby – I have took her to my pirate ship -It happened! A beautiful baby girl was born! -Me and Rhise left the ship…she thinks it is safe now………i swear if anything happens to her i will die to -We have been fine she has me watching the baby for her while she does something…i hope she will b e ok -i am still unsure of how she feels about me……it is killing me inside -I was helping a friend attack some undead…but i saw the strangest thing…a beautiful girl but he r hand was missing -I saw the girl again and she is letting me heal her hand! -she has not let me heal it yet but i am still waiting -I…I showed her some of my magic..I talked to her from in her mind>>she looked at me like i was a monster -It has been a long time but i was givin another chance to heal the girl….not her hand though -she has been hearing things in her mind…i..i dont know if i can help her though -I meet a man named leon today he is friendly,i may help him out.He is really good friends with deco ra {the beautiful girl} i think too good of friends -Yes…as you can tell i like Decora….i like Rhise alot more but i am not sure of how she feels -Fuck all my feelings….everyone…….they dont love me…i dont know that but i feel it -I freaked out last time i wrote …im sorry i did not mean love i ment like….these days i have no t been feeling the same – i have helped Decora and Leon get away from jack..i lost all my trust with him thoug h -she went back leon and me stayed…well ran -they are all back there now…she has some how got me back in the house -i awoken in the forest today all i know is that my legs are bloody and i have a burning in my head