::Entry 1 – I have decided to write in a journal so that I may be able to look back on my adventures. It’s kind of corny I know but it’s nice to have something to look back on. Something that will show me how far I have come. Well, we will see what happens. ::Entry 2 – I ran into this wonderful woman named Rhisereld. She is very kind and pretty cute to boot. We talked for a bit then she showed me her house. Which was a small house, very small to be exact. But I decided to help her and build a massive house that she can live in. I am still working on it, but I already got got one room done. ::Entry 3 – I have worked even more on the house, everything is coming out perfectly. I added a pool and a few other things. She loves it and I do too. We layed down together on the bed and when she closed her eyes, I thought to myself… That this woman has begun to grow on me. I have began to have feelings for her, but I doubt she feels the same. I will continue on the house. ::Entry 3 – I finished the house, everything came out perfect and just the way I wanted it to. She was overjoyed with what I have done. Hopefully I can get to know her even more. ::Entry 4 – I haven’t seen Rhisereld in awhile. She may be busy, no matter, I will collect some food for us and maybe even get some more supplies while I am at it. ::Entry 5 – In secrecy, I have grown an interest to Iblees. I began to read up on this “Fallen one”. I am really interested to what I have learned so far. Is this perhaps the path to Eternal salvation? I have no idea, but I think it is. I will not tell Rhisereld about this, she may respond negitavely if I do. :: Entry 6 – I began to build a shrine hidden behind the house. I am pretty pleased how it came out. I am adding a sacrificial table soon to hopefully give gifts to the great iblees himself. Hopefully he will accept them. I am eager to continue. ::Entry 7 – I have taken a lamb and tied it to the table. I took my knife and ran it along it’s stomach. The damn thing would not stop screetching! I continued with the insision untill it’s stomach was cut open. I reached in and pulled out the heart, soon haning it by a chain for iblees. It almost felt good when I finished… Like, it was the right thing to do. :: Entry 8 – I need more than a lamb to offer to iblees. I set out to the main road tommarrow to search for anyone worthy of being a sacrafice to Iblees. :: Entry 9 – I found a young man walking along the kings road. I decided to get a bit crafty and trick the man, rather than fight him. I told him my good friend got stuck in a mineshaft and that I needed someone to help me free him. The idiot fell for it, and I soon took a club to the back of his head. He fell unconcious and I dragged him to the shrine. He will make a great sacrifice… :: Entry 10 – The man screamed and begged for mercy when I began cutting into his flesh. He bled really good, and I imagine Iblees would have enjoyed devouring his soul. I let his heart hang from a chain, I also flipped his skin, inside-out. It almost felt pleasurable as I sunk my blade into his chest. :: Entry 11 – I have been feeling different lately… My mind is not my own. I get these sick thoughts of killing someone or even raping an innocent girl. I feel sick to my stomach. Why would I even go so low as to think of these horrid ideas? I hope it goes away soon, I don’t like it. ::Entry 12 – I didin’t sleep at all last night. Everytime I closed my eyes, I would have this odd dream… Everything was distorted and made no sense. Only a few parts I were able to see… And what I saw was not pleasent. I had dreams of bodies hanging from the walls of my house, bound with a thick barbed chain. The corpses skin were removed and there eyes plucked from there skulls. It was a horrid dream and what made it even worse… Is when I saw Rhisereld, spead out on the floor, bare and dead, with the hints of someone raping the corpse. Was it me? I hope not… If it is, I need to watch how I act when Rhiserelds around. ::Entry 13 – My head is aching… Another night with no sleep. I can hear whispers in my head. They speak of things I do not understand. I try to shake it off and keep my cool, but the voices just get louder… :: Entry 14 – It feels like there is a demon clawing at the walls of my sanity as I struggle to keep my head in order. I can hear the screams of woman and children each time I try and go to sleep. They sound so real, like there is someone yelling in my ear right next to me. I cannot take it… Whatever is doing this to me isn’t going to stop until the last ounce of humanity is stripped from my mind. :: entry 15 – I claw at my ears until they bleed, I weep in the sewers of Oren as an endless war rages within my mind. I try and fight back but I am easily defeated. I have began to have a phobia of large crowds. I cannot be with too many people or else I will lash out and try and stab someone. It’s not safe for me to be around anyone. I am afraid I will do much harm… I need to talk to Rhisereld. :: Entry 16 – I approached Rhisereld and told her to move on from me… It was hard but it was what I needed to do. My mind was collapsing beneath itself from the constant bombardment of voices, screaming, and searing agony my mind possesed. I told her I was a danger to her, she would not listen to me. I tried to convince her, to move on and get away from me. But a damned guard was easedropping in my conversation with her. He soon arrested me, tossing me into a cell… Fools, they think they can keep me in a cage? Pathetic… I picked the lock and easily made my escape.