..I…I just wanted to wish you…a…Happy Anniversary… :: :: I…I’m sorry for the way I act towards you and Bircalin… :: It’s just that…I love you… I can’t look at you nor hear your voice without feeling a horrible pain inside. That’s the reason of why I avoid you and Bircalin… :: ::When you tried to jump…I acted as a complete stranger…but in the inside…I felt even more pain than the one you did… :: :: ::The reason of why I still love you is unknown to me. It might be the fact that my only reason to live was you… :: ::Everything I did in my life, I did it thinking of you… Therefore I’m attempting to destroy my life, to forget everything so the pain stops… :: :: I wasn’t the right man for you…You deserved more. Someone who took care of you, who would make you happy… :: ::I failed at both…But I was willing to sacrifice everything just to keep you safe. :: :: Bircalin is a great man, I don’t see any reasons for you not to love him… :: He will be a better husband than the one I was… :: :: Do not worry about me nor my life anymore. You have a new future, a new life… I don’t want it to be ruined because of me… :: ::I yet have many questions to answer before my time comes… :: ::If you see me, alone and away from society…It’s because I wish to be like that… :: ::I wish to find the answers to those questions… :: My life goal is unknown to me… But yours is pretty clear now…reach it…and be happy…. :: :: Forever at your side…no matter what happens… :: -Aedan