Well, Ive been thinking, Ive met a lot of people since I began my journey to destruction and…I’m n ot sure that’s what I want anymore. Someone I guess I could call a friend seems to try to help peopl e. I’m considering asking her if she can help me learn how to…enjoy life. These people Ive met, th ey don’t want me to do rash things that will endanger my life, they seem to have fun around me. I wo uld like to have fun around them too… End Entry 1